Ok, so I'm sitting here watching David Schwimmer and Jennifer Aniston look beeautiful on the telly in my front room, alone, on christmas day. I told you my christmas was going to be crap. My mum's ill and is upstiars in bed. It's soooo gay. I can't even figure out how to use my new ipod. I got a presnt from my aunt today who I'm not talking to and my other aunt and ohhh I feel so fucking incredibly crap. I didn't get them anything and ohh I just have this big mix of guilt and loneliness. I do not know what to do at all. No one's on msn or myspace and I can't just ring up my friends because I don't want to interrupt their amazing days and ohhh, I've already watched Angus, Thongs and Perfect snogging through once with all the bonus features and deleted scenes and P.S, I Love you as well. I'm so bored, my nan and grandad came over earlier and we had lunch and stuff, they all had Turkey but I had this nut roast thing which was nice although it was a bit too sweet so I didn't eat much of it :/ I felt really guilty because my nan and my uncle had made a big fuss about cooking it and everything, all I did was peel the vegetables :S
Well Georgia Nicolson has given me some confidence snog-wise. I'm going to tell SP. I'm actually properly going to do it, and we shall watch star wars together.
Ok well Merry Christmas 
I'm going to have a browse on iplayer for something decent to watch 
