Ok so I've been off school illfor the past two days, seems like I'm comming down with what my mum had last week :/ which is gay.
Well I haven't had a very eventful week. I've also decided I no longer like my SP. He is just a selfish slag and I reckon he only acted like he was into me becauses he had fallen out with this girl called marisa who is lovely, but like she was one of his best friends and i guess he was just trying to replace her. Arghhh I was suck a dick.
and one of my best frinds thinks I'm bisexual,
after a numbers of bisexual related questions she said this:
well, if u r and just arent ready to tell me or your embaressed or wteva (u dont have to reply saying your not btw) [sorry my computer just froze] i just want you to know that im not the kind of person that wld go round spreading it and i wouldnt be off with you or anything of the sort. : ). u dont have to feel sorry cos there is nothing wrong with it and if you dont like girls like that then its also fine. im just not a very touchy feely person.
soo yes things aren't looking up for me.
I haven't a clue whether my dad is dead or not, my friend doesn't believe that I'm not bisexual, I have lost all enthusiasm for music, french and geography and my mum has confiscated my ukelele.
DICK DICK DICK DICK DICK.
I'm ill as well 
Well tomorrow I think we're going to suffolk which I am dreading, I just hope I do not throw up in the car or somewhere else. I was going to go busking with Paul tomorrow as well but like not anymore. and I wouldn't be able to anyway because he is going to his dads for the weekend anyway.
Well my music myspace has taken off quite a bit, I've had 50 comments since the 5th of november, which is a lot considering I've only got like 30 comments on my personal myspacelol. Ohhhhh I do love myspae, tbh my songs aren't that good you know, I feel like a dick really I can't even write any decent songs.
Well if you do want to check out my dodgy music go to:
www.myspace.com/helenandherinvisibles
ohhhhhhhh scrannny fuck.
I'm off 
