Ok well after my paper round this morning I needed to do my science homework so I decided to log onto my laptop and have a browse around on my youtube and myspace, well as I was doing so I came accross a message from someone called "dropdeadhammer" on youtube a band of 16 year old boys asking me if I'd do a song with them :/ I don't even know where they're from, what sort of music they make or anything which is strange, I am hoping they are not paedophiles.
Well I won't bore you with my stupid paedo talk 
Well today was interesting, I only spoke to this person at one point today which was when he gave me back my brolly in a H&M bag :/ and at break I was in the dining room and then during lunch there were the st. mix factor auditions - I'm doing it with my friend now, who is a boy and we are singing "sunday morning" by maroon 5, I absoloutely hate the song. Though my friend likes it and it is one of the only songs he can sing well so we are going to have to do it. Well I had no lessons with him today and tomorrow I won't eithr. I'm really disappointed about this as well because we sit together in double music and french tomorrow, and he sits near me in geography however I won't be in until lunch time because we are going to watch "son of rambo" at the cinema 
Which sounds good but I really don't want to go to be honest, and if we go we have to write a review about it as well on top of queing up for popcorn and allsorts of that rubbish, I think I might just not go :/ though I'd be leaving my friend who is a girl alone then :/ gosh darn teenage responsibilities I don't think I'll go :/ arrrrrghhh fuck it.
Well today was crap we are watching the Shawshank Redemption for our GCSE media coursework which I find is one of the most depressing films ever. I'd rather watch Hercules. oohhhhhhh I really want to go to music tomorrow. poooooooooo... I still haven't even finished my english essay on an inspector calls which was due in last week :/ Gosh I'm going to fail probably. Arrrrghhh.
Well I can't wait until half term when I'll get to have a break from all this crap school and go to a halloween party and maybe even get off with this special person. oohhhhhhhh I really wish there was a gig at the railway club in half term but there isn't :/ Though me and my friend who is a boy are going to see Cheeky Cheeky and the Nosebleeds maybe although we might not be now because his dad is going away and we were going to go back to his dads house afterwards but we might be able to anymore.
Arrrrrgh and to make things worse half of my big toe nail on my right foot has like fallen off kind of :/ but it's still stuck to the rest of the nail so i've stuck a plaster on it but when I walk I can feel it moving and it feels really horrible ;( oh nooooooo.
Well I think I'm going to turn in and get myself a nice bath because I didn't get a chance to wash my hair after the rain yesterday due to the book club meeting.
Though like I feel weird about this person today, like when I saw my friend who is a boy and him walking together today like they were comming up to me and my other friend with the umbrella it just seemed like old times, like when me and this special person went out a year ago or whatever and it just felt really weird :/ like it brought back memories that were gay memories and it was like :S I want this time to be different, like last time it was mainly my friend who is a boy that kind of set us up and then he was involved in almost everything we did which was stupid. oohhhh I wish he was going to Paris. I still need to get my list of clothes ready for Paris, well I think I better go and have my bath now then I'll have more time after 
ok Well toodle pip
